The Hardest thing you’ll ever do…When she was 75 years old my Aunt Alma, a real Auntie Mame type, told me that the most difficult thing I would ever do is grow old gracefully. I instantly recognized that this was true. I wasn’t young gracefully, so to be gracefully old would be really heroic.
A young man who had just completed his PHD in counseling was working with incarcerated felons. When questioned about how could he relate to his patients, particularly the violent ones. He replied that it is kind of fun to work with people who think you are an asshole. I told him I understood completely because I raised five children. Not real graceful there either, but we all survived.
In another country, Ireland, in the same era, 1950’s, I would have been in Magdalene House, a reform type school for girls that MIGHT get into trouble. I wasn’t delinquent, my teachers, the nuns, but especially, the priests, didn’t like my attitude…what they objected to mostly was the look on my face and my levity. The trouble with the look on my face was and is, my utter failure of being able to separate the expression on my face and my opinion of the person to whom I am listening. I always laughed. Not good.
I always felt like the kid at the Emperor’s New Clothes Parade. I wanted to believe people. I thought that people were good, but often body language gives them away. I had/have a hard time with the way many women erase themselves for others. I visualize them laying down like Sir Walter’s cape in the mud to show their self sacrificing value. But these women have been trained from birth to take a slap and take another, for their kids, their parents, their jobs.
And the women that put up with the Hollywood boys, Darlin’,there are other jobs where you don’t have to look at Harvey nude or watch a weirdo ruin a plant. This is not an image I want to sustain in my mind. I wish these imbeciles would have run into my late friend, Carol. We were walking in downtown Los Angeles, when a man exposed himself to us. I was speechless, but Carol looked, and without a beat, said, “Looks like a penis. Only smaller.”
Men who do and say these things, look like men. Only they are very very small.
Whew! Blessings, Bubbles